Journal Entry: Wed Dec 30, 2015, 10:25 PM
so we farewell another year.
i have gotten a nice little herd together
i said goodbye to some drama
i met someone who made a huge impact on my life and continues to do so still.
i got to hug them and say thank you,that they are loved and that what they did changed my life, and i tell you they have the most amazing hugs.
i got to be brave and face a few personal fears
i made some special friends.
i got trial by fire in some dark moments and came out so much stronger.
i have laughed and cried.
i got my 2nd tattoo to remind me to never stop asking questions.
i took a rest and recharged my batteries.
i got a reminder of what it was i hated most about the cosplay community and then reminded what i loved about it all in one convention.
i am writing for a magazine and i am treated like an intelligent human being by the editorial staff.
i rekindled my love for board/card games.
i found a new fandom (black magick)
i found my booster gold and he is brilliant to drink with.
i discovered that my body remembers even when my head says no and my heart is scared and that i should trust myself much more.
i found i like chocolate egg nog.
i spent some time hating myself and then reminding myself that i cant compare myself to a 2D image that society is claiming to be what makes a beautiful person and that it can kiss my epic arse.
i still hate my boobs.
so all in all an amazing year.
thanky ou to those special people you know exactly who you are!
so much love and may 2016 be brighter still <3